Personally, since I arrived in the Philippines last January, I have experienced a period of grace and personal growth over the past four months. I have genuinely felt happy and appreciated my formation at the Loyola House of Studies, not only for the academic aspects but also for the spirit of brotherhood and dedication among my fellow Jesuits. Their commitment to learning and the quiet way that they live their mission reminded me that formation is about more than gaining knowledge, but it’s about shaping our hearts for service. Generally, May was an intense month of preparation as we approached the final exams for the second semester. As the days passed, I noticed how the community became deeply focused on studying. This wasn’t just about getting good grades; it was a sign of devotion, a way of honoring the mission God has given us. Watching my brothers dedicate themselves to learning helped me see that studying is not just a task but a calling, a way of using our minds to serve others and grow closer to God. This insight challenges me to approach learning with purpose. It’s not just about working hard; it’s about surrendering every effort to God. Formation isn’t only about the mind, but it’s also about the heart, shaped by small sacrifices, patience, and faith.
As a Jesuit scholastic, I am called to be faithful not only in prayer and service but also in study. Over time, I have come to see that learning is not just an academic pursuit, it is part of my path to holiness. God calls me to grow in wisdom and knowledge, not for my own sake, but so that I may serve others with greater love and understanding. Watching my brothers dedicate themselves with such seriousness and joy reminded me that studying is not simply a duty but a sacred commitment. Their example renewed my desire to embrace this mission with humility and gratitude.
Another profound moment came on May 20th, the anniversary of the restoration of independence in my beloved homeland, Timor-Leste. Even though we were far from home, we gathered as a community to offer a Mass of Thanksgiving. The liturgy was presided over by Fr. Nico, a Timorese diocesan priest, making the celebration more meaningful. After the Mass, we shared traditional foods like grilled bananas and cassava, a simple yet powerful reminder of our roots.
Therefore, this gathering was not just about marking an important date, but it was about remembering the sacrifices of those who fought for our freedom and expressing gratitude for the gift of independence. Celebrating the Eucharist on this special day became a profound sign of unity and hope. It was not merely a remembrance of the past, but a prayer for the future that we, the younger generation, may carry forward the spirit of our people with faith, courage, and a deep commitment to justice.
Finally, through both study and celebration, I have come to see how God speaks to us not always in grand revelations, but in the quiet and ordinary rhythms of life. In the silence of learning, where persistence and patience refine the mind, His presence is there, shaping my understanding and deepening my sense of mission. In the warmth of community, where prayers rise in unity and shared moments weave bonds of faith, He guides us, reminding us that we do not journey alone. Whether seated at a desk in solitude or standing before the altar in communion, God continues to work in my heart, forming me, calling me, and sending me forth. Each moment, whether small or profound, becomes an encounter with grace, an invitation to see His hand at work in all things.
Writer: Sch. Danilo, SJ
