When I first came to Railaco, I never imagined how much I would learn—not just about medicine, but about being present, listening, and walking alongside the community. My plan had been simple: finish medical school and work in Dili with NGOs. Railaco was never part of that plan, but it was God’s plan and calling. During the first week here, I kept asking myself ‘why did He choose me?’ The question ‘why me?’ repeated itself in my head. I brought that question into the rosary, and slowly I came to a consolation: that not everything needs an immediate answer, and that I would discover it along the way.
With time, I began to understand, little by little, the reason why I stay here. The people. The hope of seeing them live healthy lives, helping them access medical care even in very remote areas, and rediscovering the meaning of life through helping others. What began as an unexpected assignment joining Jesuit Father Bong and the mobile clinic team has become a space of quiet learning and service, shaped by everyday moments that give meaning to this mission.
Our days follow a simple rhythm, some days with the mobile clinic, other days at the main clinic in Railaco Centro. There are moments when the body feels tired, when you are not feeling well or even bored, but the moment you meet the patients, something inside you shifts. Energy returns, quietly but surely.
There are also challenging days. The roads can be bad, slippery, and unpredictable during the raining season. Sometimes we have to get out of the car to push it, or decide to do medical consultations in the middle of the forest. These moments are not easy, but they stay with you.
I am grateful for my co-workers, who are very supportive and helpful. Even though they are all my seniors, we work as a team. Fr. Bong, SJ is my mentor, and whenever I feel confused or face a difficult case, I turn to his experience and suggestions. Through inter-consultations, I continue to learn that not everything is written in books, and that every patient is unique and different.
This mission has taught me that the most precious moments are often the simplest ones: a patient coming back just to say thank you, a smile after days of pain, or a family placing their trust entirely in our care.
Working at Railaco Clinic is my first job, and it has deeply shaped both my professional and personal growth. I am learning to adapt, to make careful decisions with limited resources, and to work closely with a dedicated team. At the same time, I am learning patience, resilience, and gratitude. This mission has grounded me, reminding me that true growth comes through service.
The Jesuit community here is very supportive and welcoming. Even though this is my first time being away from home after a long time, I feel at home here. Through this experience, I continue to discover that when we choose to serve with an open heart, we encounter God in unexpected places, and He takes care of everything for us.
To all the donors who support our mission here, I would like to say thank you for bringing healthcare closer to my people, for helping them feel a small portion of our nation’s independence, and for being an answer to their hope.
Written by: Doctor Lucrecia Nessi, Railaco Clinic