Reflection on the Spiritual Exercises (CAP) in Itaici, Brazil

In July, I attended the Spiritual Exercises classes in Itaici, Brazil, led by Fr. Adroaldo Palaoro, SJ and three lay facilitators. Em Portuguese CAP, Curso de Capacitação para orientadores e acompanhantes de Exercício Espiritual (EE). Two weeks of classes and practices of E.E. This month, with 47 participants, including 3 diocesan priests, 6 religious’ sisters, 7 brothers, and 31 laypeople. It was a meaningful and transformative experience I feel compelled to share. 

One initial surprise was the group’s makeup: about 80% laypeople and only around 20% religious. Even more striking was discovering that many of these lay participants were preparing to lead retreats, with some already doing so for years. Listening to them was inspiring; their words conveyed authority, authenticity and, the depth as a result of years of prayer, discernment and, accompaniment. They spoke not from theory but from a real encounter with the heart of Saint Ignatius. This challenged my assumptions and broadened my understanding: the call to guide the Spiritual Exercises is not limited to clergy or religious but is a vocation open to all who are well-formed and rooted in the Ignatian tradition. It also strengthened my respect for the laity’s role in the Church.

Motivated by this, I immersed myself fully in the two weeks of study. I gained a clearer understanding of the structure, stages and dynamics of the Exercises, along with practical skills for accompaniment, support, asking meaningful questions, and respecting each person’s unique rhythm. The classes and group reflections fostered a sense of community, opening me to God’s grace in new and profound ways. I also deepened my prayer life, learning to pray more intentionally using the Ignatian method, which helped me focus more on a personal encounter with God. This experience showed that the Spiritual Exercises are not just a Jesuit gift but a treasure for the entire Church.

While I felt some shame for not knowing much about the Exercises before, this journey taught me humility and awakened a desire to help others discover their beauty. I hope to bring this mission to my country, where many Jesuits have yet to fully embrace the Exercises’ transformative power. I believe their rediscovery is vital for renewing pastoral work and deepening our shared mission. I also hope for the future in East Timor, where we offer classes on spiritual exercises that are open to everyone, so they can also mentor others. This way, I believe our mission of reconciliation will be achieved.

Written By: Nelson Marques SJ