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Journey to Nefontasa: First Mass of Father Marcos Apu, SJ

Sometimes, a vocation begins in a place where no one expects it to.

In a small rural village, far from the city, a young person may grow up without ever imagining that one day he will stand before his own community as priest and a member of the Society of Jesus. Yet, for Father Marcos Apu, SJ, that unexpected journey became a reality – and his return to Nefontasa became a moment of profound joy, gratitude and hope for an entire community.

As the travelled towards his home village in Oe-Cusse, the welcome he received along the road revealed just how deeply his vocation had touched the people who knew him. Children, young people, elders and families came out from their homes to greet him. Villages prepared arches along the roads, offered food and water, and waited at their chapels to welcome him and receive his blessing.

For the people of these rural communities, Fr. Marcos’ return was more than the arrival of a newly ordained priest. He was one of their own.

His vocation became a source of pride for his family and his community. Someone who had grown up far from the city had been called to a life that would take him beyond the boundaries of his village. His story quietly reminded the people that where a person comes from does not determine how far God’s call can lead them.

During his homily, Fr. Marcos reflected on how unexpected his own journey had been. He shared that he had never imagined becoming a priest, much less a Jesuit. Coming from a remote village, he could not have imagined that his life would one day lead him to such an important moment.

Yet, looking back, he recognized that the journey was not simply the result of his own strength or plans. He saw God’s presence throughout and understood his vocation as an invitation from God. What once seemed impossible had gradually become a reality.

His words offered a simple but powerful reminder: vocation is often a journey into something we could never have planned for ourselves.

At the same time, and in the midst of this joy, the celebration also carried a quiet sadness.

Before Fr. Marcos’ ordination in Díli, his father had expressed one heartfelt wish: to see his son celebrate Mass in their own village. He wanted to witness his son becoming a priest among the people and in the place where he had grown up.

That dream was fulfilled through the celebration of his First Mass in Nefontasa. But his father, because of illness, could not physically be present.

The moment therefore carried two emotions at once – joy and sorrow. There was immense happiness in seeing Fr. Marcos return home as a priest, but also sadness that the person who had most longed to witness that moment could only experience it from home.

Still, the celebration became a reminder that God’s presence is not limited by physical distance. Even when someone cannot be physically present, love, prayer, and faith continue to connect people.

The Jesuit community also shared deeply in this moment. Jesuits accompanied Fr. Marcos and his family throughout the journey, preparations, and celebration. Their presence reflected more than participation in a Mass. They walked alongside the family and community, sharing their joy and standing with them during a significant moment in Fr. Marcos’ vocation.

This fraternity was also reflected in the enthusiasm of the people. Roads filled with people, cars and motorbikes stopped to welcome him, and chapels became place of gathering and celebration. The entire community seemed to say, in its own way: one of our own has come home.

And perhaps this is what made the celebration so meaningful. It was not only about a First Mass.

It was about a family witnessing the fruit of a long journey. It was about a community discovering hope in the vocation of one of its sons. It was about Jesuit fraternity expressed not only in words, but through accompaniment and presence.

Above all, it was about God’s call.


Written by Gracieta L. Ximenes (ETR Volunteer)